懒洋洋的一天，完全提不起精神来
一早起床就发生了不愉快的事情
结果一整天的心情都被破坏了
庆幸的是今天没课
出去转了一圈，给自己买了秘密食谱的巧克力蛋糕
回家边吃蛋糕边看Running Man
心情真的有好到的咯~ 至少离谷底还有一段距离啦~
然后堂哥送来手机充电器，顺便一起出去吃迟来的午餐
点了一份皮蛋瘦肉粥，有点食不下咽的感觉
不是食物不好吃，实在是没有胃口，吃不下...
晚上本来打算去游泳的计划也被迫取消了
人家正打算积极的运动的说.....................
女生，有的时候就是特别的烦人！！！
Tuesday 19 March 2013
Friday 15 March 2013
The complicated situation with complicated feeling
Its really an awkward moment, when u suddenly heard something that u never expected to heard about,and u got no idea how to respond on it.
Well,not to say never expected,but not so sudden.
I must say that u are really brave enough.. After keeping ur mouth shut for so many years,yet u can still bring the topic out so easily..
To go or not to go..
Well definitely I wanna go! That's my dream land and I wanted to go so muchhhhh
Its been awhile that Im actually planning for it BUT I didn't put such thing into my consideration..
To meet or not to meet..
I did think about this,more than once..
What if one day there is a chance for us to meet
When I was young,I want it so much..
Wanna see how she looks like,wanna listen to her voice,wanna feel her
When I grew older,I still wanted to..
When I start getting mature,I start thinking of the one who love me and take care of me for the past 10+ years..
Let bygone be bygone
This is what I've been telling myself for these few years.
I have stop thinking to ask for the reason
Whether I have the right or not,no one owes me an explanation
I really tot that I already put it down
I acted like normal for the whole day,but when the sun hides itself and I hide myself in the room
I can't control my tears
Surprised with my strong feeling as few days back I already get some "symptoms" of it and I tot I already get myself ready
My friends begging me pls pls pls dont be emo,sent me lots of hearts to comfort me but still I can't control myself and I just don't know why
At this moment Im a coward
Its great knowing that she is living happily.. But the imaginations still keep popping out.. what if...what if..what if....
I will not blame her.. Everyone should keep moving on,and she is doing great
And I shall move too. Forced myself to stop thinking about that.. U will know what to do when things happen. well well~
No matter how we are gonna meet.. I hope that will be a happy meeting #noawkwardmomentsplssss#
Well,not to say never expected,but not so sudden.
I must say that u are really brave enough.. After keeping ur mouth shut for so many years,yet u can still bring the topic out so easily..
To go or not to go..
Well definitely I wanna go! That's my dream land and I wanted to go so muchhhhh
Its been awhile that Im actually planning for it BUT I didn't put such thing into my consideration..
To meet or not to meet..
I did think about this,more than once..
What if one day there is a chance for us to meet
When I was young,I want it so much..
Wanna see how she looks like,wanna listen to her voice,wanna feel her
When I grew older,I still wanted to..
When I start getting mature,I start thinking of the one who love me and take care of me for the past 10+ years..
Let bygone be bygone
This is what I've been telling myself for these few years.
I have stop thinking to ask for the reason
Whether I have the right or not,no one owes me an explanation
I really tot that I already put it down
I acted like normal for the whole day,but when the sun hides itself and I hide myself in the room
I can't control my tears
Surprised with my strong feeling as few days back I already get some "symptoms" of it and I tot I already get myself ready
My friends begging me pls pls pls dont be emo,sent me lots of hearts to comfort me but still I can't control myself and I just don't know why
At this moment Im a coward
Its great knowing that she is living happily.. But the imaginations still keep popping out.. what if...what if..what if....
I will not blame her.. Everyone should keep moving on,and she is doing great
And I shall move too. Forced myself to stop thinking about that.. U will know what to do when things happen. well well~
No matter how we are gonna meet.. I hope that will be a happy meeting #noawkwardmomentsplssss#
Tuesday 26 February 2013
Very belated new year resolution ;p
Well well.. seriously I'm not that kind of person who used to express their own feelings to people
Some people might found me not easy to get close with
But for those who familiar with who I am, they would know.. that it is just because the lock in my heart is way too hard to open..
However, it is better if ones can actually really master the skill to express themselves.. That is what I think
And thus, I star blogging, as the first step to open the door in my heart a little bit wider
#Though I didn't really work on it#
So,after 2 months' break,here I'm back! teeheeee
Seriously got no idea what to talk about..But my friend's blog reminds me that I haven't make myself a list of new year resolutions.. LOL
Now is already the end of February,hopefully it is not too late for me to plan for my new year resolution.. ><
So,
2013 resolution NO.1
Actually I have this idea in my mind long time ago, that is to start my own business. Not a very big,successful,or fruity one. But at least enough for me to cover up my daily expenses.
#I felt guilty for until now I'm still using pocket money from my dad#
So if there is any mission that I must accomplish as soon as possible,this would definitely at the 1st place..
2013 resolution NO 2
Eye laser.. maybe. Yeah,I wish that i could officially say good bye to spectacles. Although after wearing glasses for so many years I have already get used to it,but somehow inconvenience is still unavoidable.. :/
Contact lens is also an alternative,but it is also a burden to my eyes.
2013 resolution NO 3
Well I actually just got back from Korea last month.. It's a really a meaningful experience for me. Went overseas to live and study alone,together with all the strangers. Yes I got no one who I'm familiar with to accompany me all along the way,but I'm glad that I actually have been through the whole journey. Give myself a break,stay away from my family,friends,and the environment that I am familiar with.. That is a good way for me to widen up my eye sight, to learn something new,and also to train myself. And I'm greedy! haha
Only once is far not enough for me LOL
I wish that I could have another chance to go overseas,not just travel,but to experience life. Hmm.. maybe work and travel this time? =]
Only 3 resolutions seems a bit too less,but its kinda hard for me to even achieve one..so the rest..please allow me to just keep them in my heart! hahaha
Some people might found me not easy to get close with
But for those who familiar with who I am, they would know.. that it is just because the lock in my heart is way too hard to open..
However, it is better if ones can actually really master the skill to express themselves.. That is what I think
And thus, I star blogging, as the first step to open the door in my heart a little bit wider
#
So,after 2 months' break,here I'm back! teeheeee
Seriously got no idea what to talk about..But my friend's blog reminds me that I haven't make myself a list of new year resolutions.. LOL
Now is already the end of February,hopefully it is not too late for me to plan for my new year resolution.. ><
So,
2013 resolution NO.1
Actually I have this idea in my mind long time ago, that is to start my own business. Not a very big,successful,or fruity one. But at least enough for me to cover up my daily expenses.
#I felt guilty for until now I'm still using pocket money from my dad#
So if there is any mission that I must accomplish as soon as possible,this would definitely at the 1st place..
2013 resolution NO 2
Eye laser.. maybe. Yeah,I wish that i could officially say good bye to spectacles. Although after wearing glasses for so many years I have already get used to it,but somehow inconvenience is still unavoidable.. :/
Contact lens is also an alternative,but it is also a burden to my eyes.
2013 resolution NO 3
Well I actually just got back from Korea last month.. It's a really a meaningful experience for me. Went overseas to live and study alone,together with all the strangers. Yes I got no one who I'm familiar with to accompany me all along the way,but I'm glad that I actually have been through the whole journey. Give myself a break,stay away from my family,friends,and the environment that I am familiar with.. That is a good way for me to widen up my eye sight, to learn something new,and also to train myself. And I'm greedy! haha
Only once is far not enough for me LOL
I wish that I could have another chance to go overseas,not just travel,but to experience life. Hmm.. maybe work and travel this time? =]
Only 3 resolutions seems a bit too less,but its kinda hard for me to even achieve one..so the rest..please allow me to just keep them in my heart! hahaha
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)