Tuesday 19 March 2013

19.03.2013

懒洋洋的一天,完全提不起精神来

一早起床就发生了不愉快的事情
结果一整天的心情都被破坏了
庆幸的是今天没课
出去转了一圈,给自己买了秘密食谱的巧克力蛋糕
回家边吃蛋糕边看Running Man
心情真的有好到的咯~ 至少离谷底还有一段距离啦~

然后堂哥送来手机充电器,顺便一起出去吃迟来的午餐
点了一份皮蛋瘦肉粥,有点食不下咽的感觉
不是食物不好吃,实在是没有胃口,吃不下...

晚上本来打算去游泳的计划也被迫取消了
人家正打算积极的运动的说.....................


女生,有的时候就是特别的烦人!!!

Friday 15 March 2013

The complicated situation with complicated feeling

Its really an awkward moment, when u suddenly heard something that u never expected to heard about,and u got no idea how to respond on it.
Well,not to say never expected,but not so sudden.
I must say that u are really brave enough.. After keeping ur mouth shut for so many years,yet u can still bring the topic out so easily..

To go or not to go..
Well definitely I wanna go! That's my dream land and I wanted to go so muchhhhh
Its been awhile that Im actually planning for it BUT I didn't put such thing into my consideration..

To meet or not to meet..
 I did think about this,more than once..
What if one day there is a chance for us to meet
When I was young,I want it so much..
Wanna see how she looks like,wanna listen to her voice,wanna feel her
When I grew older,I still wanted to..
When I start getting mature,I start thinking of the one who love me and take care of me for the past 10+ years..

Let bygone be bygone
This is what I've been telling myself for these few years.
I have stop thinking to ask for the reason
Whether I have the right or not,no one owes me an explanation
I really tot that I already put it down
I acted like normal for the whole day,but when the sun hides itself and I hide myself in the room
I can't control my tears
Surprised with my strong feeling as few days back I already get some "symptoms" of it and I tot I already get myself ready
My friends begging me pls pls pls dont be emo,sent me lots of hearts to comfort me but still I can't control myself and I just don't know why
At this moment Im a coward

Its great knowing that she is living happily.. But the imaginations still keep popping out.. what if...what if..what if....
I will not blame her.. Everyone should keep moving on,and she is doing great
And I shall move too. Forced myself to stop thinking about that.. U will know what to do when things happen. well well~

No matter how we are gonna meet.. I hope that will be a happy meeting #noawkwardmomentsplssss#




Tuesday 26 February 2013

Very belated new year resolution ;p

Well well.. seriously I'm not that kind of person who used to express their own feelings to people
Some people might found me not easy to get close with
But for those who familiar with who I am, they would know.. that it is just because the lock in my heart is way too hard to open..
However, it is better if ones can actually really master the skill to express themselves.. That is what I think
And thus, I star blogging, as the first step to open the door in my heart a little bit wider
# Though I didn't really work on it#

So,after 2 months' break,here I'm back! teeheeee
Seriously got no idea what to talk about..But my friend's blog reminds me that I haven't make myself a list of new year resolutions.. LOL
Now is already the end of February,hopefully it is not too late for me to plan for my new year resolution.. ><

So,

2013 resolution NO.1
Actually I have this idea in my mind long time ago, that is to start my own business. Not a very big,successful,or fruity one. But at least enough for me to cover up my daily expenses.
#I felt guilty for until now I'm still using pocket money from my dad#
So if there is any mission that I must accomplish as soon as possible,this would definitely at the 1st place..


2013 resolution NO 2 
Eye laser.. maybe. Yeah,I wish that i could officially say good bye to spectacles. Although after wearing glasses for so many years I have already get used to it,but somehow inconvenience is still unavoidable.. :/
Contact lens is also an alternative,but it is also a burden to my eyes.

2013 resolution NO 3
Well I actually just got back from Korea last month.. It's a really a meaningful experience for me. Went overseas to live and study alone,together with all the strangers. Yes I got no one who I'm familiar with  to accompany me all along the way,but I'm glad that I actually have been through the whole journey. Give myself a break,stay away from my family,friends,and the environment that I am familiar with.. That is a good way for me to widen up my eye sight, to learn something new,and also to train myself. And I'm greedy! haha
Only once is far not enough for me LOL
I wish that I could have another chance to go overseas,not just travel,but to experience life. Hmm.. maybe work and travel this time? =]


Only 3 resolutions seems a bit too less,but its kinda hard for me to even achieve one..so the rest..please allow me to just keep them in my heart! hahaha

Friday 14 December 2012

鄙视我自己

心情莫名烦躁!!!

好吧其实一点都不莫名 我知道我在烦恼什么
说到底把自己逼到角落里的人还是我自己

莫名其妙的尊严
脆弱不堪的自制力
在诱惑面前不堪一击的抵抗力
在悠闲的生活中沉迷的不可自拔
鼠目寸光的不懂得居安思危

总是想着要靠自己
总是觉得自己能吃得了苦

其实什么话都不用多说
在漂亮的话语也会在现实的考验中不攻自破

Sunday 2 December 2012

梦 思亲

再一次的 我梦见了阿嬷

阿嬷年纪大了 家人们担心她,平时都不让她独自出门
可是最近阿嬷很不乖,老是偷偷地一个人跑出去
这次也是一个人跑出来搭巴士,被巴士上的我逮个正着!

不放心她一个人到处跑,我耍赖般的硬是跟着她一起下了车
那一站 在一个旧街场前 是我们家乡被发展前主要的一个商业区
我把阿嬷背在背上 阿嬷在我背上轻地一点重量也没有

随着乡村发展的脚步 旧街场好多地方都变了
我一边走着 一边和阿嬷聊天

阿嬷,看!这里就是中学的大操场啦~ 我以前念的那间中学!

阿嬷,看!这里以前是一排店屋的..现在都被拆成这样了

阿嬷,看!还记得这家店吗?

阿嬷,看!

阿嬷...

说着说着,我想我大概有些明白为什么阿嬷最近老是偷溜出来了
不只是因为老是呆在家里很无聊  更多的是想要来看看这些老地方,怀旧一下吧

经过一家店时 阿嬷把我叫住了 她想进去看看
店里有很多东西 衣服 帽子 围巾 等等等等
阿嬷对那些东西看也不看一眼,就只对毛线感兴趣

啊.. 是想帮我们做衣服吗?是呢,最近天气变冷了...

哈哈!其实现实中的阿嬷不会打毛衣
可是在梦里 很清晰的 我感觉到了阿嬷的那份心思

我说不出话来 只能默默地看着阿嬷在一堆毛线里挑挑拣拣
阿嬷似乎对那些毛线不太满意 半响后两手空空的站起来
我若无其事地说
阿嬷,我带你去一家店好不好?那里卖的东西都好漂亮~

来到第二家店 店里很多人 我们站在人群后面,眼光扫到店里有一面大镜子
不管三七二十一的 我把阿嬷带到镜子前 然后不顾众人的眼光 拉着阿嬷开始自拍

阿嬷,来笑一个~
阿嬷,看这里~镜头在这里

拿出可爱的彩色贴纸贴在阿嬷脸上,要她和我一起扮可爱
我把阿嬷抱在怀里,咔嚓!
我们一起脸贴脸,咔嚓!
我赖在阿嬷怀里,咔嚓!

外面天渐渐黑了..天空下起毛毛细雨
把厚重的外套套在阿嬷身上 背起她,我们冲进雨幕里..



虽然说以前也曾梦到过阿嬷,可是不曾这么频密
这次来韩国,短短的三个月 我三番两次的梦见她

是我在想阿嬷  还是阿嬷想我了呢......


其实梦里的最后一幕是阿嬷消失了  第二年的同一天我再次回到同一个地方 可是阿嬷已不在身旁
这样的梦 是想给我什么暗示吗?我不愿去想  写在部落格里 是想留住和阿嬷的温馨时刻

Wednesday 17 October 2012

济州岛之旅 (2)


今天起了个大清早
天气灰蒙蒙的 可是并不影响我高昂的读书兴致 =目
刚从烘干机里拿出来暖烘烘的被子差点害我破功

言归正体
济州岛的第二天基本上都在这里混了

中文旅游区 중문관광단지 
中文旅游区是济州岛的综合观光地,也是韩国规模最大的休养地

第一站~
如美地植物园  门票是 8000 KRW
进门后~ 里面可以通向很多个室内花园
建筑物内观
爬上最高一层还可以眺望到远方的海景
花之庭园


好特别的猪笼草..?


海棠园




韩国似乎有很多这些木制雕像呢


水生植物园


池塘里的摆设 觉得好特别 哈哈

紫色的荷花
每次提到紫色我就会想起某人


接下来的我都没有很感兴趣
所以就只有几张照片带过了 =p



热带园里面的恐龙 小孩子们看到都乐坏了
接下来就到户外花园咯
这里的户外花园是根据不同国家的风格而设计的










逛完整个植物园 大概是三个小时吧 我不太记得了
如果想轻松些 园内的小火车可以带你去绕转一圈 1000 KRW



未完 待续。。。

Tuesday 16 October 2012

济州岛之旅 (1)

济州岛之旅

出发到济州岛的时候 就有了这个念头
想开个部落格 记录一下我在济州岛的旅程
毕竟这是第一次在没有熟悉的家人和朋友的陪同下出去旅行
可是回到来后懒惰病发作 迟迟不愿提笔
今天终于肯写了 其实是被我拿来当作不读书的借口 o.O

开始咯~

第一天

去的时候是乘船去的
从学校附近搭了大约两个小时的巴士到码头
然后再搭两个小时的船到济州岛
我们的船票


下了船 再搭大约50分钟的巴士抵达西归浦市
(济州岛大致分为南北两区,南部的是西归浦市,北部是济州市
    我们选择了先下榻在南部 然后再一路北上)
就这样 一整个上午都在舟车劳顿中度过了
下午三点 正式往第一个目的地出发~
徐福公园 서복공원


公园内可以看到十分漂亮的海景
从徐福公园绕出去我们走到一个不知名的地方
超级漂亮的说

来到了正房瀑布 장방폭포
在远处稍微看了一眼 我们选择不走下去看
那里有一条偶来小路 走到尽头处看到了意料之外的风景

 偶来小路的方向标

本来打算去的地方
鸟岛新缘桥 새섬 새연교 
看似近在眼前 结果走了老半天都到不了
最后干脆放弃回酒店了


第一天的行程大致上是这样
这次出游最大的遗憾就是没带相机
这里的所有照片都是从朋友的相簿拷贝过来的 :/