Tuesday 19 March 2013

19.03.2013

懒洋洋的一天,完全提不起精神来

一早起床就发生了不愉快的事情
结果一整天的心情都被破坏了
庆幸的是今天没课
出去转了一圈,给自己买了秘密食谱的巧克力蛋糕
回家边吃蛋糕边看Running Man
心情真的有好到的咯~ 至少离谷底还有一段距离啦~

然后堂哥送来手机充电器,顺便一起出去吃迟来的午餐
点了一份皮蛋瘦肉粥,有点食不下咽的感觉
不是食物不好吃,实在是没有胃口,吃不下...

晚上本来打算去游泳的计划也被迫取消了
人家正打算积极的运动的说.....................


女生,有的时候就是特别的烦人!!!

Friday 15 March 2013

The complicated situation with complicated feeling

Its really an awkward moment, when u suddenly heard something that u never expected to heard about,and u got no idea how to respond on it.
Well,not to say never expected,but not so sudden.
I must say that u are really brave enough.. After keeping ur mouth shut for so many years,yet u can still bring the topic out so easily..

To go or not to go..
Well definitely I wanna go! That's my dream land and I wanted to go so muchhhhh
Its been awhile that Im actually planning for it BUT I didn't put such thing into my consideration..

To meet or not to meet..
 I did think about this,more than once..
What if one day there is a chance for us to meet
When I was young,I want it so much..
Wanna see how she looks like,wanna listen to her voice,wanna feel her
When I grew older,I still wanted to..
When I start getting mature,I start thinking of the one who love me and take care of me for the past 10+ years..

Let bygone be bygone
This is what I've been telling myself for these few years.
I have stop thinking to ask for the reason
Whether I have the right or not,no one owes me an explanation
I really tot that I already put it down
I acted like normal for the whole day,but when the sun hides itself and I hide myself in the room
I can't control my tears
Surprised with my strong feeling as few days back I already get some "symptoms" of it and I tot I already get myself ready
My friends begging me pls pls pls dont be emo,sent me lots of hearts to comfort me but still I can't control myself and I just don't know why
At this moment Im a coward

Its great knowing that she is living happily.. But the imaginations still keep popping out.. what if...what if..what if....
I will not blame her.. Everyone should keep moving on,and she is doing great
And I shall move too. Forced myself to stop thinking about that.. U will know what to do when things happen. well well~

No matter how we are gonna meet.. I hope that will be a happy meeting #noawkwardmomentsplssss#